
This week’s assignment was very personal for me. While it was really fun to chase my best friend around and take pictures of her living a “normal” life, I was reminded just how far she has come to obtain that normalcy again, and I recognized the challenges she still faces as a cancer survivor with a half-metal leg.
That got me thinking. We’ve seen a lot of photos in class and have been inspired by some really fascinating photographers. I know I want to be a journalist, and maybe one day incorporate my own photography into some of my work. Will it always be this eye-opening and emotional at times? I hope so, because this week’s photography assignment really made me think about what I could do with the future, and what being a photographer can evoke sometimes.
Emily was one of the easiest people to shoot, but it still remained a difficult task for me. Here was my best friend, someone I admired and knew more than most other people. I know the stories behind her scar and the amount of strength that has come from it. But I still felt uncomfortable at times, because I was calling attention to something I knew was painful for Emily to remember. Is that what true, honest photography is all about? Facing the difficult to make it something beautiful? Or maybe not even beautiful but presenting the ugly as it is…just ugly.
Emily’s scar isn’t beautiful and it isn’t something I felt comfortable shooting up close and personal. But when she looked at the pictures, she really appreciated the effort I put in to making a decent photograph out of something so difficult. And that’s what mattered most. Emily asked if she could keep the photo, so that made me feel like possibly I had done something right as a friend and a photographer. I learned how to combine the two this week, and was able to confront something that happened in Emily’s, my best friend’s, life without making it seem heroic or beautiful. A scar is a scar, and I think Emily liked that it was presented as nothing more.